Another Father's Day Gone!

So I have been thinking about today. On my facebook I wrote something about it being the worse yet to come. It wasn't all that bad. I do miss my Husband more then anything on days like this. I have always hid from the world on Father's day. I hated watching Spencer trying to figure it out at times. Today in church I was very impressed with my son. Since it has been 4 years that I haven't gone to church for Father's Day i was alittle iffy today. So rambling I know...But Spencer got up with the primary during Sacrament and sang "I am so glad when daddy comes home" and I was worried about it. Then he was a CHAMP!! Didn't even phase him like I thought it might. With Grandpa not here anymore I thought that would bother him just a little. Well fine it was bothering me a little so I just assumed. Anyways, I learned from my 4 year old that the world still goes around and things don't have to be the worse just because of what day it is. As Spencer says "Daddy is here on earth mom. We just can't see him because of the viel is in the way but we will see him again!" It amazes me how smart they are and I am so grateful that he is already gripping on the most important thing and that is being with our families through all eternity! HAPPY FATHER'S DAY BABE!! HAPPY FATHER'S DAY GRANDPA!! I love and miss you guys so much!!

A new member of our family!

This is Patrone! He is three years old and is a Sharpei. We found him through ksl.com. He is very good and already trained and is just a well rounded behaved dog. Spencer loves him to death already and is so glad that I let him have a dog. He looks tough but is just a big teddy bear!!

A long last couple of weeks!

As some of you know my grandpa/dad passed away alittle over a week ago almost two weeks. He had gone in the emergency room because he was throwing up blood due to a whole in his eshopgus. As time progressed they took him to xray and while he was down in radiology he aspirated the dye and was put on a breathing tube. It was down hill from here on out. We rode this rollar coaster for two weeks and poor Grandpa was exhausted as well. They had put him on a breathing tube and he wasn't breathing on his own anymore. So as a family and grandma we decided it was best to take him off the ventilator. He then passed away on May 31st 2009. It was a peaceful thing to watch. I am so proud to be known as his granddaughter and his daughter. He was a very good gentle man and I miss him so much. The times we had teasing each other and the long talks we had about anything and everything. I know he is in a better place and Travis is with him and they are having a good time talking about everything. I love you grandpa and I will always remember who I am and where I came from!!! God be with you until we meet again!!!!